Feel it, figure it, know it, then get it or get out of it.
Never should it ever take much less for a person to truly be attracted to someone than actually getting to know them intimately. I will never count on feelings for newbies… new B’s… new BS… can’t count on it!
Same for old niggs. Can’t rely on going back to someone in the past when you don’t know them in the present. Fuck that mistake. Can’t count on it. 1, 2, NO.
You ever feel a connection with someone, but mistake it for something more, some sort of lust, when for the other, it was plain polite gestures of kindness or friendship? Yeah, I’m tired of feeling that way. It’s near close to the feeling of rejection. I’d rather avoid the situation. Oh well, I guess it’s hard for me to read signs. Or people in general. I should take up psychology or something but whatever.
But you know what, finding the right person should NEVER be THAT easy. If it’s easy, then the relationship will probably be easy. Easily boring. Maybe the one I’m looking for needs to be fought for. Or maybe I just need to be fought for. Either way, attraction is overrated. Where’s the true intimacy at nowadays? I feel like people just up and hit it & quit it nowadays. Smh!
So if you want to be intimate with me, be real with me first. Don’t tease me or else I’ll be like fuck that. If there’s a purpose behind what you do, if there’s a plan, then hurry the fuck up and act on it. And if it is so, shit will fall into place. But that’s that. Never again will I assume something greater than friendship with anyone. Unless it’s obvious. Can’t afford any more of this emotional garbage. I’m over it. Robot for LYFE.
Phoebe Racca4 days ago • 0 notes